getting your hair cut is always somewhat of a risky activity, and usually i've been pretty lucky with them. i tend to leave the hair salon feeling pretty good about the new hairdo. well... i guess i ran out of luck last night.

my hair was getting way too long, so i decided to go get it cut after work yesterday. there is a place called 'Dramatics' right next to where i live; they offer pretty cheap rates for their haircuts compared to the rest of NYC (starting at $35 for long hair). well, needless to say, i am not happy with my haircut. firstly, it's a lot shorter than i wanted it. secondly, i told her i wanted two layers (instead of the three i already had), but now it looks like... there are NO layers?! thirdly, when i pull my hair to the front i can distinctly tell that both sides are not of the same exact length because one side hangs a little lower than the other. $#@$#@!

wtf, indeed. i can't stop thinking about how much i hate the way my hair looks like right now. i miss my longer hair. i miss my beautiful layers. the ONLY thing that looks good with this new haircut is the way she cut my side-angled bangs. but i can't stop thinking about how the rest of it is such a mess. i can't even focus on work because this is bugging me so much! i have to get it fixed. there's a hair salon in our office building... maybe i'll go to it after work and just get them to put in another layer, and fix the ends so they are at the same freakin' length.

it sucks i have to spend more money now fixing the mistakes of a new haircut. also, i wanted to look good this weekend for my trip to CT, and now my hair is all messed up. boo. :(

i just found out that divya is only getting here NEXT weekend, and not this saturday as originally planned. BOO! :(

her brother, who she hasn't seen in a long time, decided to randomly come home for a visit, so she decided she should extend her stay for a few days and spend some time with him (especially since she doesn't know when she will next see him). her reasoning is valid and completely understandable, but this sucks. bigtime. i am so disappointed that i have to wait a whole extra week to see her and have her move in! my motivation to get thru this week was thinking about how i will be seeing her on saturday. and now that's not happening.

i don't care if i sound whiney, but i've been waiting to see her for MONTHS now, so i have every right to be a crybaby about this.

why is it that all the wrong guys like me ... and the one guy i like is apparently 'wrong' for me? :\