you know, i don't think there's one 'Grey's Anatomy' episode during which i haven't teared up, atleast a LITTLE bit. in some, i've let the tears out, and in some rare ones, i've bawled. who knew a tv show could tug at my emotions like that? for some reason, i'm so attached to these characters. i finally finished Season 2. the last episode was really crazy. there were so many scenes that had me choked up, and towards the end, from the moment Denny died, i cried until the end. when did i allow tv shows to turn me into such a sappy basketcase?? i need to get a grip on myself. haha. i can't wait to start the episodes from Season 3 now. i'm so beyond hooked. it's definitely turned into one of my favorite tv shows!

speaking of tv shows, SANJAYA IS OUT! divya and i squealed our lungs out when the result was announced on 'American Idol' tonight. finally, finally, finally. good riddance to bad rubbish, is what i say.

p.s - it's my roomie's birthday! happy birthday, divya. :)

i just found out that divya is only getting here NEXT weekend, and not this saturday as originally planned. BOO! :(

her brother, who she hasn't seen in a long time, decided to randomly come home for a visit, so she decided she should extend her stay for a few days and spend some time with him (especially since she doesn't know when she will next see him). her reasoning is valid and completely understandable, but this sucks. bigtime. i am so disappointed that i have to wait a whole extra week to see her and have her move in! my motivation to get thru this week was thinking about how i will be seeing her on saturday. and now that's not happening.

i don't care if i sound whiney, but i've been waiting to see her for MONTHS now, so i have every right to be a crybaby about this.

why are girls so obsessed with hooking up with guys when they go out? you would think the guys are usually the desperate ones, but with the number of girls i see throwing themselves onto any penis that will buy them a drink is making me think twice. and i don't know if this particularly accurate, but the women in new york city seem especially lonely and horny and therefore, slutty. every single girl friend i've made here so far is primarily concerned with hooking up with guys. they don't even go out to enjoy the drinks, or the bars/lounges/clubs, or the company of their girlfriends. instead, they USE the company of their girlfriends and the party environment to find a tongue to stick down their throat. and ANY tongue will do. they're not even picky about it! that's everything it comes down to. at the end of the night if they haven't found someone of the male species to hump as yet, they declare the night a failure. wtf?

THIS is the exact reason why i can never be good friends with these girls. we go out with completely different expectations for the night. sure, i'm not gonna lie, it would be great to meet a cute guy and have some fun, but that's not the sole purpose of me wanting to go out and party. if anything, that would be a pleasant bonus. (well, granted the guy is worth my attention, since most of the guys out there are total sleazes, who will be happy with any pair of tits and ass).

i just can't picture these girls becoming my friends. i go out with them, we explore the city together, but sadly enough, it is just not gonna progress beyond that. we don't have the same mindset, and we're definitely NOT on the same wavelength. oh well.

3.5 days until divya gets here! can you tell how desperately i'm waiting for her company?? it's gonna make everything a THOUSAND times better. :D